Today was quite a day.
i could say.
i fell down while rushing to expo foyer 3.
and dun even get me started on the sucky science thing.
for evaluation.

Q:would you like to introduce the PET rocket to ur peers.
A:strongly disagree.

you noe why,
even if the thing is fun.
the sucky attiitude of the instructors
SUCKS BIG TIME.
and they made us stand under the sun
for 1 1/2 hours.
hah.
anyway i gtg
soon coz i need to make my way to merilyn's
house to dye hair
tml's emerge.
YAY.

<3 ZOE. 9:11 PM

the mirror i bought.^














the ring i bought^
















SUN with me and linn!















talking daisy^















SUN with her gifts.!

Had a whale of time yesterday.
Linda and I met at Changi Airport.
Guess we went there for what?
We went there to meet SUN!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We arrived at 10.30
then we quickly went to minitoons
actually
we wanted to buy the soft toy flowers but
minitoons at the airport onli sell feather
rose. which wasnt quite erm.worth it.
the lady at minitoons refer us to go Freshman.
They sell real flowers!
we actually wanted to buy real flowers for SUN.
but we wanted her to have sumthing that will last forever.
so we bought this voice-recording daisy for her.
and we record 'SUN WE LOVE YOU!'
hah.
anyway had a quick BRUNCH.
and spent the time decorating the gifts for her.
we rush down to belt 33
and waited.
although it;s onli a few moments
but i'm thankful at least
we got to see her XD
anyway it lasted for awhile.
we give her the gifts
chat with her
and then she gtg
Dayan' soooooooooooooooo cute
kawaii!
we left for pasir ris after awhile
we shop ard white sands.
anyway it was boring
we went into a shop while walking
to the interchange.
me and linn bought rings each.
linn bought 2
and I bought 1
we got free engraving
and of coz i engrave my name.
was kinda disappointed it was on the inside instead of the outside.
anyway.
we were late
so we took 88 and drop halfway and take 72 to
yio chu kang mrt.
we met esther.grace.james.sammie there.
we were stopped by the security guard
coz sum of us were wearing slippers.
so we went to kovan.
and met daryl there.
we had games and games of bowling
and the cost came up to 35.10
NVR PLAY AFTER 6
we went to hougang mall to eat
and than to bishan to meet merilyn.
we bought hair dye and
four of us.
merilyn.
daryl.
sca.
me
we're gonna dye for emerge and the rest of the month.
yay.

<3 ZOE. 1:38 PM

erm.
having fun now.
holidays starting tml.
and i'm having fun
gotta go bath soon
i stinks now.
coz of the running ard and the weather.
actually today weather quite okay la
it rained.

o btw
the last time i blogged was on fri
sorry for not blogging ytd
i was super tired
and i just reach home
ytd the svc was super good.
the sermon is abt BEING A PERSON OF INFLUENCE.
-pardon me 5 mins.i go play with Darling.-
back.
her fur had not been comb for 1 day and it's all tangled.
back to the sermon.
it really impacted me greatly
and after service
we had dinner while waiting for sis kx
to give us bs.
then i think we went home coz it was kinda late.
merilyn went off at city hall to meet eugene
coz melissa complained that merilyn nvr bring her out.
so left me. james.daryl.yong bin.sisca. linda.prisca and esther.
so we were talking about going bowling tml.
so me.est.james.daryl is going tml.
who wanna go?!
msg me.

today i woke up at 6.30 to go serve chcc.
i was super tired and had been yawning.
this kid who kinda followed me today told me the guy with her was her boyfriend.
i was shocked but remain quiet.
this boy told me alot about this girl.
the girl also said she love me more then her parents
i was quite shocked.
then she saidd her mum and sis beat her.
sumhow i come to noe that
young as the children may be
(3-6years old.)
they have feelings and their sensitivity is most of the time more sensitive then an adult's
after chcc.
Uncle daryl fetch us to sisca;s house for cg
i noe we were late but
there were so little ppl.
end up onli 10 ppl turned up.
and 9 after micah left for his tennis.
after that we went to eat and thats the onli solidified food i had.
and thank God for 109.
the new bus i can take from sisca;s house
no need take 103 and walk le!
today went to celebrated my grandma's bdae.
so kinda tired now..
tml going sumwhere.
XDXD
tata~

<3 ZOE. 10:35 PM

Today's da lasttttttttttttt day of school
HURRAY!
got the report book back !
I improve XDXDXDXD.
Class position : 12/41
Level Position: 79/239
L1R5:19
M.S.G:3.57


Remarks by Mdm Tiong Mee Choo: Anzoe is extremely good with class adminstration like collection of books* and checking for details in forms**.She is commited to her CCA, International Dance, having participated in a public performance***.
*I never collect books for her before
**she asked me to, i doing a good deed XD
***guess she saw me =X

anyway..
_________________________
English
CA1-57.0
SA1-62.0

TOTAL :60.1
GRADE :B4
EXP GRADE:B4
__________________________
Chinese
CA1-71.0
SA1-75.0

TOTAL :73.5
GRADE :A2
EXP GRADE:A2
__________________________
History
CA1-52.0
SA1-58.0

TOTAL :56.2
GRADE :C5
EXP GRADE:B4
__________________________
Mathematics
CA1-64.0
SA1-55.0

TOTAL :58.4
GRADE :C5
EXP GRADE:B3
__________________________
Science
CA1-76.0
SA1-70.0

TOTAL :72.3
GRADE :A2
EXP GRADE:B3
__________________________
Home Economics
CA1-58.0
SA1-55.0

TOTAL :56.2
GRADE :C5
EXP GRADE:B4
___________________________
Visual Arts
CA1-82.0
SA1-79.0

TOTAL :79.9
GRADE :A1
EXP GRADE:C5
___________________________

hah. i guess i am always doing what the school nvr expected me to do.
getting a1 when i am suppose to get c5
lols.
cummon,dun look down on me XD
anyway.
schools over
cummon everybody
enjoy urself. XDXDXDXDXDXDXD
we play play play
YAY!

<3 ZOE. 9:24 PM

Honestly~
o1. Honestly, where are you at?
- at home, in the living room

o2. Honestly, what's on your mind?
- naughty darling bite mummy one hole. X((

o3. Honestly, who do you chat with when you are online?
- Sammie.Chyuan Ming, Jazzmen

o4. Honestly, what is it that you REALLY should be doing right now?
- Msn

o5. Honestly, have you brushed your teeth today?
- duhduh

o6. Honestly, are you a good friend?
- I hope so

o7. Honestly, do you really think going to school is all that important?
- ok lar. for the sake of friends.

o8. Honestly, what are your dreams about mostly?
- hmm.normal life.

o9. Honestly, what are you so happy about right now?
- my results

1o. Honestly, what are you so sad about right now?
- Chyuan ming's result and somebody.

11. Honestly, how old are you now?
- 13 going 14

12. Honestly, who are you missing?
- Him. N242

13. Honestly, have you ever stole something?
- yes

14. Honestly, what song are you listening to right now?
- the loud talking of my sis

15. Honestly, who do you want to meet at this very moment?
- er him

16. Honestly, where do you like to be kissed?
- cheek

17. Honestly, do you like/love someone right now?
- yes

18. Honestly, do you hate someone right now?
- i dun like her.

19. Honestly, who do you wanna hug right now?
- my friends

2o. Honestly, are you bored?
- yes

21. Honestly, who do you wanna slap right now?
- my dog

22. Honestly, have you answered all the questions above honestly?
- lamely yes.

___________

Names!
1. YOUR STAR NAME(name of first pet + street you live on):
Darling 91

2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME(grandmother's/father's first name + favorite snack):
Charlie potato XD

3. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME(first word you see on your left + favorite restaurant):
hougang kfc

4. YOUR SOCIALITE NAME(silliest childhood nickname + first town where you partied):
erer.none.

5. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME(first initial + first three letters of your last name):
Ajun XD

6. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME(favorite animal + name of high school):
Dog Bowen. hah.

7. YOUR BARFLY NAME(last snack food you ate + your favorite drink):
potato coffee

8. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME(middle name + city where you were born):
ChuSingapore

9. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME(favorite candy + favorite musician's last name):
mentosMadden

10. YOUR OPPOSITE SEX NAME(name of [opposite sex] friend + cell phone company you use):
eeeeeeee.Jazzmenm1

11. YOUR STAR WARS NAME(first 3 letters of your last name + last 3 letters of mother's maiden name /+/ first 3 letters of your pet's name + first 3 letters of the town you live in):
Junsng Darhou

credit sammie.XD

<3 ZOE. 9:12 PM

Today's post exam activities.
We went to Chevon or Chervon for bowling.
how to say
but it was FUN
Sam that tyco keep scoring but i manage to get 21?
Chyuan Ming more pro lah.
the last time i see was 71.
then the second game, 0
0.0
half way thru the game.
the lights were turn off and the bowling balls became luminous.
and they were nice.
the bowling pins were too, luminous.
some ppl fell while bowling.
and were standing at the approach laughing and laughing.
like crystal.
the ball roll down the gutter. and stuck-.-

oh when i went to see cm.
he tyoe sumthing on the game user account.
which is in the bowling centre.
and he said to sammie.

''hold on to Anzoe tight.''
sammie suddenly became a robot sort of.
and held on while cm type.
''ANZOE CHIO''
and created an account.

on the way back to schools seems so short.

As i was almost fainting coz i did not eat dinner the day before.
i had to eat.
and look after cm's bag while he and his classmates went to play soccer.
i demand service fee and he said
i nvr say i give you.
then he said i give if only you be my maid. =.=
then he said.

wash my feet...

serene said
''chyuan ming, ni yi wei zai dong fang arh''
i hit her almost immediately
=.=
then they came to my house to see the hyperactive darling
and shen ching was screaming like siao.
haha
took a nap after preparing the food for darling and after watching spongebob.
until 9
haha

<3 ZOE. 10:18 PM

Taken from Crystal.

FIRST THINGS FIRST
Full name: Sim Chu Jun Anzoe
Nicknames: zoe,maggimee-.-
Age: Turning 14 this August
Gender: Female
Where you live: Hougang
Sexual orientation: ??
Single/happy with it: Single
Siblings: Pesky lil sis
Pets: Darling aka lingling
Screen name: zoe for now.

APPEARANCE AND JUNK
Hair colour: Black
Hair length: past the shoulders
Eye colour: Brown
Height: 149.5cm taken last month.
Piercings: 2
Tattoos: nope
Shoe size: 6. according to what i usually buy
Jeans size: eh.. dunno
Make-up: when formal event
Dyed hair: brown, red, orange, black. this holiday's gonna be red

FAVORITES
Food: erm. erm. none.
Drink: Heaven and Earth white tea
Colour: black
Store: 77th street. anywhere
Movie: manymany
TV show: ALOT!
Ice cream flavour: peppermint.rum and rasins
Book: Sounds Of The River
Season: Spring
Video game: nope

HAVE YOU EVER
Smoked a cigarette: No
Done any drugs: No
Gotten drunk: half drunk?
Gone skinny dipping: No
Bonged a beer: whaddat?
Kissed same sex: yep
Eaten sushi: sometime ago
Broken a bone: no

DO YOU/ARE YOU
Like your handwriting: when the cher cant read it
Have any bad habits: many
Hate yourself: nope
Shy: Yes
Tolerant of others: Usually. not for very long though
Aggressive or passive: whatda?
Have a journal: blogger?
Emotionally strong: er most of the time
Read the newspaper: yep
Confident:yes

VIEWS AND BELIEFS
Is there a God: Yes
Does He have a gender: i duno.
Do ghosts exist: no
What about witches: nope
Miracles: yes!
What do you think about abortion: God clearly states in the book He ask Thomas Choo to write,''I do not like Abortions''
coz Jesus himself allows the lil children to him.
Life on other planets: No.
Porn: er.no
Cosmetic surgery: turns ppl into a plastic freak.

CAN YOU
Sing well: somehow.i dun like my vocals though
Play an instrument: trumpet
Write well: disaster
Skateboard: nope
Take a shot without a chaser:?
Say the alphabet backwards: er. i will get flabbergasted
Snow board: nope
Juggle: nope
Do a split: trying
Draw: sort of.

THE FUTURE
Plan on marriage: yes
Kids and their names: Girls shall be Selin/Zoey/Zelin .Boys shall be Joel/Zavier/Javian.
Occupation: Interior Designing.Mum disapprove fashion design.oh and i heck care the money.
Where you want to live: self designed house.
Big or small house: somewhere average.
Do you want to live near people: yup.i'm not a freak
Income: enough for the family.
Cars: when i learn driving

THIS/THAT
Wal-mart/Target: Wal-mart
Chocolate/Vanilla: Chocolate
Night/Day: Night
McDonalds/Burger King: Mac
Cats/Dogs: Dogs
Fruits/Veggies:both
Pillows/Blankets: both
Pepsi/Coke: none
Alcohol/Weed: Alcohol
Reading/Writing: read.ppl put in the energy. i put in the effort.

RANDOM
Biggest fear: erm.God?
Compliment you receive often: ''ahh. ur so so cute.'' and start pinching.
Something about yourself you would change: to be more like God.
Regrets: forget le.
Been arrested: no
Are you ticklish: Yes
Longest relationship: er.er.
How much TV do you watch: as long as i like.
What colour is your room: blue purple.

<3 ZOE. 9:50 PM

Oh man.Shen Ching.
I salute you!
hah
she did the thing i wanted to do which is to show Crystal attitude.
hah.
I nvr like her and i wanted to show it.
heh.
she can show me the bo chaup feeling all the way thru the lame thing,
and i can heck care.
she scream at me today.
and i scream back.
I'm proud =)

Ytd pm was great but after pm there is this north cluster thingy
which i went reluctantly
Esther said
since i hate pos so much why do i even bother to go emerge.
but please la.emerge isn just pos lor.
emerge still have alot la.
after pm. esther, daryl,yong bin, cheryl and someone i forget name.
went to eat while i fold my stars.
we waited for merilyn.
then on the way home. Anvis(who is standing beside me now)
called and mum sounded so angry.
haiz

guess it isnt over yet.

today we had the bowen investigates thing.
and the unfair thing is CHYUAN MING PON SCHOOL.

THAT NAUGHTY BOY.

Bowen investigates thing is so lame
lamey lamey lame lame.

Tml's Bowling
and I'm fasting.
yay yay yay yay

ciaoz~~~~~


<3 ZOE. 10:04 PM

the funny point.

when i borrowed money from mummy, she says
why you never save de
when i return her, she says
how you get the money
when i play comp
why you nvr study ,want fail arrh?
when i get A1 for science
when you become so clever.

why are parents so contradicting.
haiz.
funny parents
funny mother.

<3 ZOE. 10:23 PM

Darling exploring basketball XD

<3 ZOE. 8:55 PM

Exams have ended for4 days.
and i've already got back most of my papers
I'm grateful coz I can mantain my A1 standard for Science for a semester.
and I did quite OKAY for the rest.

History--58
Maths --55
English -- unconfirmed
Homec --59
Science-- 76 XDXD
the rest unknown.

dun prob anymore.
i'm tired.

<3 ZOE. 8:20 PM

She said giving birth to me is useless.
She said I am useless.
She said never to call her mum.
She said I'm a burden.
She is my Mum.

How hurt it is to hear the words which you do not want to hear come out of the mouth.
of the person you esteem.
the person whom you had respected for 13-14 years of ur life.
How painful is the heart when you hear it.

Let me tell you, it hurts.
Your heart hurts and have shattered into a million pieces
but you still have to put on a mask for her.
for my sister.
It is tormenting.

You made me lose the respect I have for you.
Not the first time.
The third.
Cummon' just throw me away.
I'll still love you.

<3 ZOE. 8:11 PM

I dunno am I typing this for but I just feel bored.
Tml's school after 3 days of holiday.
sobsob/
and ppl keep im-ing me what to bring tml
i am kinda fedup and said pencil case.
urgh
i just change my pencil case to velvet one.
bought it today while shopping at Montique with Merilyn, Esther and Prisca.
I added two lime green buttons
so cute..XDXD
Darling is sleeping at my feet now.
haiz how fast she had grown
Now it have been 3 weeks going 4
she's already 12 weeks old.
aww
my darling.
=)

<3 ZOE. 10:00 PM

Maybe I shld start on thursday...after exams.
Art was like funfun!
although many ppl cannot finish.
i think is okay la. coz art is just a subject to help us gain marks.
anyway after that dunno why hor, since linda teach me fold stars
i had been folding lots
and then after school that day.
we got our dance tee
and we were told we got three performance coming up.
1.Singapore Dance Theatre
2.National Day -.-
3.Health Carnival -.--.-

so was like OKAY...

then after school when suntec for bs.
then shop around with shen ching and serene
after that,since the next day we have no school,
i slept late late.

Friday was practically a slacking day.
Coz NO SCHOOL!
and then i went out to buy Darling de milk milk.
come back go for cellgroup.
had steamboat under merilyn's block.
that night went home watch amazing race and use the comp

sorry abt my comments to sumbody

Today i went forservice, almost fainted because i never eat breakfast and have to 'ren' until 4
so abit pek chek.
so very snappy.
went home with prisca and esther =)

Saturday went to watch Over The Hedge with Merilyn, Ouyang,Esther and Syvester.
And HAPPY BIRTHDAY, EUGENE.!!
I dunno how old is he though. =X
Over The Hedge was darn funny but it is for me to noe and for you to find out.XD

<3 ZOE. 7:56 PM

I AM SO CONFIDENT FOR SCIENCE AND SO DEAD FOR HOMEC
i lack studies for homec T.T
and study like siao for science
i am so pining my hope on science
since
history,maths and homec,i'm not gonna do well
tml is another of my best subject
ART!
AND i'm gonna score well for art
i aspire to be an interior designer
so art art art!
XD XD XD XD

<3 ZOE. 9:42 PM

2 PAPERS DOWN, 3 TO GO!
finally maths and history is over.
and both of them sux
anyway. i am having great faith
because i knew i have
haha
i did not finish paper 1 for maths and lose 11 marks for paper two.
as for history, the SEQ part, i was writing lots of crap
crap and crap and crap.
lols
i hope everything will go well
tml is science and homec
it is my greatest privilleges that i did not bring my homec tb home.
SOBSOB
i therefore read from the homec file and ok lar
can learn much
but what i am concern about is my science
i want to mantain my A1
for science!
and art
i want to get above 82%
if i can do it for ca1
i can do it for sa1!
jia you!

<3 ZOE. 9:18 PM

How strict are your parents?
[ ] You have to make your bed every day.
[ ] You have chores.
[ ] You have a bedtime. (not really, but nagging...)
[ ] You have no allowance.
[ ] You can't have friends over unless your room is clean.
TOTAL: 0

[ ] You can't go shopping by yourself.
[ ] Your mom buys your clothes.
[ ] Your mom tells you what to wear.
[ ] You have to look for "good deals" on clothes, otherwise you can't buy it.
[x] You can't go to stores like Hot Topic. (sometimes she allows lar haha)
TOTAL: 1

[ ] You can't have a bf/gf until a certain age.
[ ] You can't go out on dates.
[ ] You can't kiss or anything further until a certain age.
[ ] You have to tell your parents "how you feel about sex".
[ ] You have to tell your parents when you have sex.
TOTAL:0

[x] You can't swear.
[ ] You get grounded for stupid things.
[ ] You have a time limit for the computer/video games/tv.
[ ] You have to get along with your sibling(s) otherwise you get grounded.
[ ] You have to share your room even if there is an extra.
TOTAL: 1

[ ] You have to ask to go to a party/friends house in a few days in advance.
[ ] You have to have a parental unit at the party/friends house.
[ ] You can't go anywhere without a parent/adult.
[ ] You can't stay home alone.
[ ] You have a babysitter.
TOTAL: 0

[ ] If you talk back you get grounded.
[ ] You're not allowed to have a tv/gaming system in your room.
[ ] You can't be on the computer without someone watching your every move.
[ ] You can't have a door on your bedroom. (SOOOOO FREAKY FRIDAY)
[ ] You have to eat what your parents tell you to.
TOTAL: 0

[ ] Your parents get mad if you don't want to do something simple that they ask.
[ ]You can't swim without an adult watching you.
[ ]You can't have a friend of the opposite sex over.
TOTAL: 0

Now, add up your numbers and triple the total.
6%
ILOVEMUMMY! =D

<3 ZOE. 9:26 PM

YAY!
the presentation for chinese project is finally over!
i guess everyone was nervous especially nicolas
keep sweating and pronouncing wrong words also but its okay
everybody make mistake
and in the mistake we've made
we must learn right from wrong
Yay sam and serene birthday coming soon le
mon and tue
exams are also soooon arrival
and dunno why this yr we're gonna do it in the hall
make it sound so major
bleahs
and i bought both of them the sam bag but different colours
now we all have same bag but different colors
yay
anyway tml is vesak day
i guess i'm staying home and chionging all the subjects i shld be revising today
but sadly i slack
and must buck up for maths
maths math jia you
jia you!
everybody jia you!
lol
i think i am high from stoning
XD
just too high i guess
lala
i'm tired
so ciaoz =)

<3 ZOE. 10:25 PM

THIS IS WHAT YOU GET IF YOU WANT ME TO CLEAN UP ALL THE SHIT AFTER YOU ALL.
NOTHING
I WILL NOT CONTRIBUTE SO MUCH WHILE THE REST OF YOU SLACK LIKE PIGS

<3 ZOE. 10:31 PM

regarding the positive post
i just wanna say,

I'M SORRY GUYS,I'M JUST NOT SUITABLE TO BE TOO POSITIVE.

<3 ZOE. 7:16 PM

talking on positive,
wasn it nice if sumone you met when ur feeling low was super duper positive?
like for example :
i use two name as example, mini and gigi
if it happens to be ur name
it is just coincidental
mini : Omgosh, what happen to you?
gigi : I merely sprain my ankle
mini : MERELY?!
gigi : consider that the fact many ppl break their bone every single day,
I am lucky =)

wasnt it nice
and 'mini' wasnt even in a bad mood lar
meeting positive ppl everyday brightens up ur day
better then hanging out with 'i am in a bad mood,i BITE!' ppl
positive ppl make us feel at ease, happy and smiley!
and i want to be the positive ppl in life.
in my friends life =))

<3 ZOE. 4:54 PM

Great,today is the start of the examinations.
and today is my english paper.
I chose the one word title essay for my Sec A. and i think my Sec B shld be good.=)
The Comprehension was well done to me and especially the summary =)
It rox.
Be confident in everything you do=)

<3 ZOE. 11:03 PM

What have happen to you?
you havent been smiling for three days
and yet you have been scolding me and anvis
just a little simple thing and you could scream and shout
you dun seem to be the mum i noe anymore
you've change to be what i dunno
who are u
why are you like this
where's my mum
I dunno you,
i realli dunno you...
my mum is not like this
she wun anyhow snap at people
she is kind gentle,
but this 'person' here
had made me lose all the respect i had for her
she had turn into an unreasonable freak
i dunno her anymore

sumbody,tell me what is going on.
i'm gonna break down soon.

i thank God for the friends around me.
i love you all.
Agape

<3 ZOE. 9:15 PM